Hiya! Had no training today. Haiz... It was a pity as we needed the time to train up the current sec 3s so as to ensure that they have the right attitude and the knowledge to be a specialist.

Today, I came to know that * is going for the ***, I knew all along that he would eventually get it because all the along, I have been in a way not doing stuffs right and he will always guide and teach me not matter what happens and it is also because of this that I really hate myself, always relying on others due my lack of experience in the field of planning. =(

I guess what really matters is that I try my best to do whatever I can and hopefully it will serve me well in time to come. Anyway, I am going to join YFC (Youth Flying Club) no matter what during JC and maybe the first or first and second year of University.

I got back my chinese results today. Finally, an A1 however, it is only a class test so no big deal but still it showed that I am able to do if I want to =)

Two more test results to go (Geography and SS), hopefully they are good.

Oh ya, ** talked to me again today, asking me the same questions that he would ask me whenever he sees me, 'Are you ok?', 'Do you feel stressed?', I am not ok but I really don't know how to describe why I am not ok, maybe I am used to it? or maybe I don't know myself well enough? He told me to send him an email about my feelings, I think I would take awhile before I send him after I figure out what really are my feelings. Life is really complicated, wouldn't you agree? Being a baby is still the best, innocent, blur to every single thing and free of worries, to me this is really a blessing. ^^

Thats all until I figure out what is really happening to me maybe I would write about what I discovered about myself after one or two days of reflection, nitez everyone.

P.S * is confidential


God Bless,
Joshua Yeo

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