It is late at night now.... Though I have promised not to blog until the 'O's, I will just break it for once because there so so many things that i want to say, it is just that there is just too much to type and so in order not to do that. I would just talk about the last day in secondary school which was on 3/10/08. I would remember it for life hopefully because that was day that bad things for me ended hopefully and a new beginning, a fresh start. No matter it is JC or poly, the latter being the last resort, I hope that it would be like these last 2 years of secondary school which was horrifying though not everything but the majority was horrible. The good things which i can list offhand for these past two years are : realising the cruel fact of that no one can be trusted fully, had my taste of being the head of CCA which benefitted me in many ways and hopefully it would grow inside of me, knowledge (Obviously). Other than these, the rest are bad, it may be due to my lack of confidence though some are obviously not like backstabbing, lying, pushing the blame onto others, the worst of all them HYPOCRITES!! which is the most hated for me, cause it really shows how retarded you are if you are a hypocrite from the meaning you made friends for and the things you do to them. Pardon me for my harshness but since it is my last post till end of 'O's and I would think no one would read this since I have made my stand that I would remain inactive until after 'O's. Also, I would think that all these bad things would affect me my life greatly, you could ask those who were in the same class as me in lower secondary, they would tell you I was not what I am today mostly and I would tell you the reason was all those bad things, bad memories. I am not putting the blame on the things but if you were in my shoes, I am sure you would type this too. There only a few friends which I think are made friends for the right reasons. I guess the previous full stop was a end of it, my upper sec school life. But as the saying goes, ' It is the Ending of the Beginning but Beginning of the Ending'. I guess thats all folks, wishing everyone taking their 'O's good luck and strive on, hoping all your dreams would come true, mine too not hopefully but surely, study like you nvr did it before and show all the teachers who have taught you these 4 years what you are really capable of.
God Bless,
Joshua Yeo
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